I am not sure that He cares….

Am I hard on myself when I feel that my faith is weak?  Do you ever have that kind of self talk – come on, believe, don’t be scared etc etc
I can really relate to the disciples – actually I have a bit of sympathy for the disciples. We tend to sit in our “armchairs” and critique how they reacted in different situations – we say things like “they had Jesus with them, they should have been fearless!”  or “why did they worry, Jesus was able to do all kinds of miracles, so if they had a problem they should have just turned to Jesus.”